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Julie
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posted 8/23/03 7:25 AM
Why is it that when you are in a bad mood you listen to songs that make it worse. Seriously think about it, you listen to every song that reminds you of the situation and then when you find one that makes you cry the most you just keep playing it over and over again. WHY!?!?! And also why is it so hard to get over someone, i mean they are obviously over you so get over it right? yeah well thats alot easier said then done and maybe im the only one who has that problem but let me tell you it sucks. I mean like they dont like u anymore and for some reason it makes you want them even more or something idk? but its an awful feeling so why do we let ourselfs become subject to it? And why do i fall hard everytime even tho i know itll be the same shit...after all TRUE LOVE is spelled with 8 letters but so is BULLSHIT!!!I guess i jsut keeping hoping it wont be like the last time, false sense of hope really, i know im gunna get burned in the end and each time i let myself and it hurts like hell, but it happens over and over and over again and i wish i could say i was done but i say that everytime. And why is it that even after ive gotten hurt i still want them? even if it happend more than once and i know it will happen again i still wish i had them? what the hell is my problem!?!?!
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